Wednesday, February 15, 2012

First post in 2012

2012 in Chinese lunar calendar is the year of dragon. In the Chinese culture, dragon symbolize a creator will rain and water which is benefit to olden days farmers in China where farmers depend heavily on rain to nourish crops to help them have abundance of harvest when the fall comes.

Today, we all know that dragon doesn't exist in this world and dragon is imaginary creator which brings good things like wealth, health, harmony within the family and etc. As we all know, 2012 brings hope to economy environment where we will be welcoming a lots of new born baby which the Chinese hope to have (龙子、龙孙) children born in the year of dragon. Thus, we expecting more population growth this year compare to the years before.

For myself, I wish I can get a good job to start up my normal life after being miserable 2011 that I thought I can succeed in short period after wasting 3 years compared to my peers. In 2011, I thought I can succeed by taking the path which those people avoid, but reality proves me wrong. I wasn't at the right path. Maybe God wants me to learn a lesson and I hope this painful lesson will be a constant reminder at all times in my life.

Now, is already mid of February and I still waiting for job interview and hopefully can start my working life as an adult in March of 2012. To me, it might be a late start for 2012 but seriously I hope this will never be too late to kick start my 2012. For now, I just need to pray and do my devotion every single day to follow the good Lord.

In the end, I hope this year will be a good year for me to make my wish come true. I want to pay up my education loan ( RM 39,000 not included interest) in 5 years. I want to pursue another level of education probably an MBA in my 30s. Just hope everything will run right and well.